So Crazy Over You

I’m so tired of getting knocked down
When my heart doesn’t even make a sound
Why must you keep putting my through all of this
Then trying to end it with a kiss

You’ve hurt me so many times before
Do you even know what you’re searching for?
You need to stop haunting all of my dreams
Cause nothing is ever what it seems

You’ve found your way inside my mind
No matter what I do or say
You never let go of your hold on me
You are driving me so crazy
So crazy over you

Why must you do all of this to me
You’re making me lose my sanity
When I was once so in love with you
Has been torn apart by the things you do

The way you ripped my heart in two
With all of the shit that we’ve been through
No more will you haunt me while I sleep
Cause I’m so over you

No Longer my Sentence to Bare

There was always something about us
Something just didn’t feel right
All of the conversations we had
Kept turning into another fight

We kept trying to make it work
But we each have our own point of view
And no matter how hard you try
I won’t fall back in love with you

So many hurtful things were said
So much things you can’t take back
You don’t know how much you hurt me
And my heart’s bound to crack

So now I’m ready to escape my cell
It was no longer my sentence to keep
But you tried to push me back in
when i was ready take the leap

Who knew my defences could be so strong
Never realized how fast they could be built
Till you tried to break me down
And it shown the strength I was dealt

I’ve now learned how to stand my ground
And my will is as thick is steel
You will never ever break this heart
Or get my heart to feel

This person who was once a slave
To a love that wasn’t meant to be
Has found the strength deep inside
to finally break free

Break The Chain

So many times I wish I told you
So many times I would take back
I wish I had the strength to tell you
How you made my life a wreck

But in my heart I kept holding on
Wishing for a better day to come
When you would one day be on my side
Instead of making me afraid to run

You had a chain around my heart
And you never let me loose
When will you learn to just let go
Instead of creating me a noose

I’m so tired of being someone’s slave
I’m so ready to just break free
This heart is ready to come unbound
And to learn to just love me

The only person that should be holding
Onto this heart I call my own
Is the one that won’t ever let it down
And treat me like a king to their throne

Tell Me the Truth

Here I am waiting on you
Why won’t you just tell me the truth
The time keeps on passing by
between me and you

I’ve been waiting for you too long
How long will I need to be strong
Will I ever learn the truth
Cause I don’t know where I belong

Has enough time been good for you
Does it help you know what to do
When will time help you figure out
About what I really mean to you

When will the truth finally come out
What is our future really about
Are we two hearts that beat as one
When will the words slip out your mouth

It feels like i’ve been waiting forever
Is our love truly there
If i’m not worth keeping around
Then I’m no longer your’s to bare

Cause this heart has been stuck for too long
And I’m tired of playing the same song
So let me put my heart to rest
Cause you are no longer my best

Hollow

What was once breaming with life
Has turned into a hollowed shell
What happened to this heart of mine
What brought it through hell

It’s been through so many losts
So many loves that never was
I try to bring it back to life
But nothing ever does

I try so hard to keep on looking
For someone to bring back the spark
But no matter what I try to do
I’m still left there in the dark

When will the light come on back
To this hollowed shell of mine
I guess only time can tell
If there’s happiness to find

Photos may fade but Love Remains

This journey will be hard
Cause love always is
But this is for the best
No matter how much I’ll miss

The memories might fade
I have photos to hold onto
But nothing will ever change
When it comes to me and you

Life might tear us apart
But you will always remain
A piece of my past
A friend through all the pain

So here’s to the future
Where ever my life will lead
I wish you the best
No matter how much I need

Watch Me Fall

You are leaving now but I know
It’s time for us to say goodbye
I’ve known you for so long
And yet you didn’t know my lie

How I hungered for your kiss
Everytime you spoke my name
But now my life is changing fast
And we will never be the same

But stand back and watch me fall
Watch me fall out of love with you
Into where I’m supposed to be
After all that we  been through

But when you left I thought that
My world would come crumbling down
But here I am on my own two feet
My own strength I have found

This youthful heart has been reborn
The pain inside is no more
I’ve moved on and so have you
Your love I no longer hunger for

So stand back and watch me fall
Watch me fall out of love with you
Into where I’m supposed to be
After all that I been through