Heart on the Line

Love can be so crazy at times
It can make us feel so completely lost
Is this the best life for me
Or am I settling for what I want

People may come into our lives
But sometimes we grab just to feel
How do we know when the situations right
How do we know when it’s real

How can I put my heart on the line
How can it be attached to another
Is it bad for me to feel like this
When it’s not the one I call my lover

I’ve never been in this situation
My hearts never been torn in two
But i’m finding myself at the crossroads
And I’m not sure what i’m going to do

Cause you walked into this life of mine
Why must you make me feel this way
I wish that I could let these feeling go
But part of me wishes you would stay

How can I put my heart on the line
How can it be attached to another
Is it bad for me to feel like this
When it’s not the one I call my lover

Not sure which way my heart will fall
Is the past where it’s going to be
Will my life find a new path to walk
Or will it be full of uncertainty

How can I put my heart on the line
I’m not the only one that hurts
Is it worth all the pain it gives
When dealing with the matter of my heart

How can I put my heart
How can I put your heart
How can I put this love
On the line

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Buried beneath the Snow

Another night in december
Everything covered in ice
So much to reminisce about
Has the year been naughty or nice

So many memories were made
Some people go and others stay
So I sit here and reflect upon
What has lead me here today

But as I look out at the snow
Reminded of all that things buried below
I remind myself the year will be over soon
And sometimes the past is better gone
so let’s move on

You can spend your whole life
Just trying to find a way to clear the way
But sometimes it’s best to carry on
Till the new year washes it all away

Cause the year will be over soon
And sometimes the past is better gone
so let’s move on

The new year is a new beginning
A chance for us to start anew
So let’s enjoy this winter wonderland
And bury everything we been through

Cause the year will be over soon
And sometimes the past is better gone
so let’s move on

Before You Say Goodbye

So many miles have come between us
Feels like time just stands still
Because when i’m not with you
Life feels like an impassable hill

Wishing you were here with me
Or at least time would start again
Wishing my heart didn’t feel empty
Wishing it could beat again

My friends always tell me how
You’ve gotta be ready for the change
But no matter how hard you prepare
You’re life will never be the same

People will always come and go
You can’t help it so don’t even try
Just cherish all the time you have
Before you have to say goodbye

No Matter How Much

I know this will be hard
Cause I know it always is
But this is for the best
No matter how much I’ll miss

The memories might fade away
And I have pictures to hold onto
But nothing will ever change
What is between me and you

Life might tear us apart
But you will always remain
A piece of my past
A friend through all the pain

So here’s to the future
Wherever it may lead you
I wish you the best
No matter how much I need you

How you Left Me

I spent so many lonely nights
Alone in my bed
Trying to forget about the past
Get you out my head

You’ve left such a big hole when
You left me that day
Not sure how I feel right now
If you came back here today

But if you came back again
I guess one last time couldn’t hurt
With everything going on in my life
Could it get any worse

Then how you left me

Cause one more night alone with you
Think of all the fun we could have
But is that night really worth having
If i’m reminded of what I had

Reminded of what was lost
All that pain you threw my way
I know you’re here for just one night
But I still wish you would stay

Just one more night

But with everything going on
Could it get any worse

Then how you left me

Just one night would be like heaven
After all the hell you put me through
Cause since the day you left me
Loneliness is all I knew

But for once I want to be the one
That ends this game we play
I want to be the one that says goodbye
Cause I don’t want you to stay
Anymore

So if you came back again
It’s my last time to hurt
Cause after everything i’ve faced
I know how much I am worth

Cause i’m worth so much more

Then how you left me

 

Come On and Shake Me

You ever have those feelings
Like your trapped in cement
Looking for the way out but
You can barely make a dent

Like you can’t move forward
And there’s no way back
But how can I get out of here
When i’m frozen in my tracks

Come on and shake me, shake me
From the fear that’s got a hold on me
Cause i’ve been stuck here for forever
And it’s time to break free

So come on over and shake me free

Sometime’s you need someone
To be there to lend a hand
Cause some things you can’t get past
Without the help of a friend

I’ve been stuck in this place
I’ve been stuck here way too long
So much thoughts going through my head
Wondering if help would come along

Come on and shake me, shake me
From the fear that’s got a hold on me
Cause i’ve been stuck here for forever
And it’s time to break free

So come on over and shake me free

I tried so hard to fake it
Thinking I could do it on my own
But how could you move forward
When you’re trapped in stone

But now i’ve found my way out
So lucky you came along
I wasn’t sure how long I could fake
Trying to be strong

Till you shook me, shook me
From the fear that had it’s hold on me
Cause I’ve been stuck there for forever
But I finally broke free

So glad you came and shook me free

Be Still My Heart

Another familiar situation
Another time for me to question
Is this going anywhere
Or is this just infatuation​​​

Is there a future with us
Will it really last this time
Will you hold me forever
Can I really call you mine

Be still my heart
Cause I’m not ready for it to break
Will you please let me go
Cause I don’t want to admit another mistake
Be still this heart

We’ve been on and off again
But why can’t I let you go
Am I asking for the answers
That I already know

Cause i’m so tired of being hurt
So tired of feelings I can’t decide
Why can’t I ever see the truth
When I look into your eyes

Be still my heart
Cause I’m not ready for it to break
Will you please let me go
Cause I don’t want to admit another mistake
Be still this heart

Now i’ve seen the end of this
And now i’m tearing myself away
I’d rather hurt to be happy
Then be in misery another day

No longer will I go through this
You won’t cause me no more pain
It’s time for me to start over
So my heart can beat again

So be still my heart
Cause this is the last time it will break
I finally let you go
Even if I have to admit another mistake
Be still my heart

Cause I know that
You will beat once again